Friday

THE 30TH JANUARY

Sunday, 30th January 2011
4.30pm
My elder sister called, father was well after 4 days in ward. But today he fell down, worsen his condition. She asked my opinion about some signs, black stool, edema, and lethargy. I was telling her, let him rest well, it might be due to heart problem. I was studying at library at that time, with my roommate, sharifah.

6.00pm
My brother called me; “I might go back tonight, wanna come with me?” he’s at Balok, Kuantan, living with his wife and a little son. “I’m intending too, but I have my end block exam tomorrow. Alright, see how I can handle this.” I replied.

6.20pm
“sha, my father’s condition is worsening. Should I go back?” my mind thinking fast, arrhythmic mind. Half-hearted. Blank.

6.30pm
I called my mother’s phone no, but my brother in law replied “father has passed away. About 10 minutes ago...mother beside him, kak dah (eldest sister) get his last words too…insyaAllah everything is fine, do pray for him…”
“ohh..alhamdulilllah..i’m going back tonight with keru (my brother)”… i felt my voice vibrating, my mouth dehydrating with no feeling.

8.00pm
Classmates, seniors, friends were coming non- stop, soothing me. Consoling me. Alhamdulillah. Thank you , friends. That maghrib, we perform jenazah ghaib prayer. After informed my dean, I went back. 6 hours journey to Kelantan.

Monday, 31st January 2011

3.30am
I stepped into house. I saw most of my family members already in. At the corner of living room, I saw father. Sleeping well, resting in peace… Al-Fatihah

4 comments:

zaiton zakaria said...

to be continue..
i'm dedicating this entry to myself. as to remind me and remind others, that the death is for us, who are still alive.

Ummu Iffah said...

sedihnye...mak akak pun sgt sedih..moga arwas ayah zai tempatnya di syurga...

Nik Atiqah Mohd Ariffin said...

Eton, be strong dear. I know you can handle this. I am so sorry for your lost. semoga ayah eton di tempatkan dalam golongan yang soleh.

zaiton zakaria said...

@kak nurul - :)
@ tiqah - tq,dear.

both of u, thank u for praying the best for him..